Trudging for the Light, for Change

 

How do the other flowers reach the light?

I stretch.  I bend. I watch and observe.

Maybe I can learn! Research!  Go to school!

Three years. 75,000 dollars.

Still no light…*sigh*

No! No sitting and waiting! Research!

Network (very uncomfortable)

Papers. Hand shakes.  Little cards with all your hopes on it

Still no light

*sigh*

Shade seems darker though nothing has changed

Most days- “BLAH!”

Still hold hope….Still hold hope…

Hope gets heavier with every blah day

*sigh*

“Things will get better”  “Things will change”

please…shut up

*sigh*

They are right

I hate that

Would rather wallow in frustration

However, they are right

*sigh*

Come here hope, and I will hold you anew.

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